CHAPTER ONE
“Until the grave is allowed to speak, the graveyard will always keep its secrets…”
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We all have to make a living and do things we do not like to do. Joey’s new hang is as a vaccumm cleaner salesman. Yes, a vaccumm cleaner salesman, which brings him to the point of getting into a van with five other strangers.
It was unusally dark for high noon. The edges of the sky were blue-black. A thunderstorm was rolling in hard and low. Joey looked out the window as pieces of Honolulu sailed past.
“Hey L.A. you ever make $1000 in a day—L.A.?”
The man yapping was 25 or so, short, with a local cast. He offered a blunt the size of a Cuban.
“If I don’t make a sale today, I’m doing a home invasion tonight. You know what I’m sayin!”
The squat, formidable looking man was dead serious. Joey didn’t bother to answer. The radio blared and a baby, no more than two, was bawling in the backseat, strapped in and choking on the smoke. Joey wanted to say something, actually do something, but what, and why? This was an urban orbit of dysfunction—there ain’t no more righteousness in play—the right thing is the wrong thing. There were five people in the smelly van. They were being field trained in the art bait and switch by low I.Q. wannabes. Joey imagined a hampster furiously running on a treadmill and focused beyond the window. He was a fighter, actually a boxer. There is a subtle difference. He’d won every fight he’d ever been in except for the last one. He’s quit the game since, but whenever he’s alone its automatic: jab, double jab, feint, slip, dip, pivot, straight right-hand, upper-cut, hook to the body, back to the head—breathe—breathe.
Three thousand miles east on a stage beneath factured light beams and shadowy illusions, Taraqui Zac, “Z”, was playing his axe. He’s a natural, and very cool in the same way the sun appears to sink into the sea. Taraqui and Joey are brothers, which is an important distinction because life is a series of adjustments, connections and disconnects. He’s with this girl. She is high-brown in color and as organic as a weed. Tall, well formed, athletic. They were introduced during the wee wee hours, between night smoke and morning dew. It is just the two of them sitting at a small round table next to the bar. And what am I doing there? I’m like Hamlet’s ghost…I look very much like their father—who is also dead. Taraq and the girl are unaware that a ghost is sitting in their midst. He tells the girl,
“My brother is in danger.”
“And how do you know this?”
“A little birdie told me”
“Yes, of course, who else,” the girl says with considerable indignation. “So-ooo?” She queried back.
“So I’m leaving L. A. on the next smokey for Hawaii.”
“But what can you do?”
“I can’t let him get stepped on for something he can’t see coming. My brother has always relied too heavily on ‘what will be—will be’.”
He deftly kissed the girl’s hand, her cheek, and gently bit her generous lip. He stood up and left her sitting at that little table on a backless chair. I followed him outside.
“Hey L.A. !” The guy wouldn’t leave him alone. “You gonna sell something today?”
Joey wanted to be free of the annoying voice, the pathetic, bawling baby and the pungent smell of Chronic. But he knew he had to play the waiting game. He needed the money.
“I can sell a cripple a running shoe—yo,” Joey quipped. The yapper chuckled.
Z heard the 737’s wheels skirt the tarmac in a familiar way, letting the passengers know they had arrived safely. He looked at his watch, then out the window. It was raining furiously and he could not see the Ko’o lau Mountains through the deluge. He flicked open the cell cover and pushed speed dial. Joey answered on the second ring.
“What—what a surprise bro!” Joey said with feigned sarcasm.
“I’m on the ground. I’ll be at Terminal-B in fifthteen minutes, yo.”
“Cool, welcome home Z,” Joey, didn’t wait for an answer and flipped the cover shut.
The minute Z hit the ground the rain stopped. The sweet scent of ginger mixed with plumeria and fresh rain was invigorating. The tradewinds reminded him that he was home—he closed his eyes for a moment and inhaled deeply.
Rolling out of Honolulu Airport in a ragtop at sundown is the ideal transition after enduring cramped quarters and recycled air. Joey drove fast. We’re whizzing along pretty good on the H-1 East. Honolulu is reaching up out of the twilight like a volcanic testament to greed and beauty. Z flips the radio off.
“Somebody thinks they know me—you feel me?”
“Oh yeah, I got me…They think I’m you.
“Yeah…”
“Well its good to know you’re still bill—cause I got your back.”
“Fo-Ev-Vah.” The brothers smiled—Joey handed Z a note. Z unfolded it and read the message aloud: “We don’t have to worry about punishing our children once they’re grown—life punishes them for us…every single mistake inflicts a penalty. Dad…”
“The old man knew what was coming, but he couldn’t stop it.” Joey interjected. “Or get out of the way.” Z added. “Well, that explains the note. But the big picture is a little fuzzy. A year ago, me and the old man are fishing beyond the reef that fringes Hauula, when (apparently) out of nowhere a red, backpack appears.
Beep, beep, Joey hits the horn. “These mother_ _ _ _ _ _ _, drive with blinders. Sorry bro,” he interjected.
“Its bright red…like a neon sign…the backpack. I don’t know what Pop was thinkin, but my thoughts lasered. The backpack is drifting right toward us. It was a midly cosmic moment. I mean we’re a half mile out and waist deep in warm water…
“Okay, okay! I get the picture but what’s in the pack?
“It had four zippers. The old man doesn’t say a word. He just opens the pack and looks inside. Dad is usually a very controlled dude, but he’s sweating like he’s in a sauna. I say, “Dad—Dad?” He says,“Come on son, we got to roll up outta here. We’re being watched”. He left his fishing pole right there and walked away.”
“What was in the backpack?” Joey was clearly exasperated.
The Honolulu International Airport is approximately12-15 minutes west of downtown Honolulu. Its another 8 minutes to paradise. Waikiki is known for its sunny skies, warm surf, white sand beaches, sex 24-7, and long, lazy breaking curls. The ghosts and remnants of old Hawaiian culture hover everywhere. The history is palpable. Joey hits Kalakaua Avenue and slows to a roll out of respect. The avenue was named after King David Kalakaua, and parallels the most famous beach in the world. Its almost dark. Waikiki is radiant with color, teeming with excitement and people of all shapes, lured by food, both fast and gourmet, self-deceit, hard bodies, music and a myriad of cultural revelations.
Z began once more, “When we got out of the water two men carrying spear guns are walking toward us aggressively. It was an easy read. Pops tosses the backpack over one shoulder, and walks toward them. The Bronco is parked behind the two men. I’m reciting the 23rd Psalm: Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death… The two men appoach…. I will fear no evil. I can see their spear guns glimmer from the sunlight. I’m afraid, I feel strange, but energized. Suddenly, the two men, are in our face.” Z circles his face for clarity. “They walked directly past Dad and me like we were two stones. They didn’t utter a word. It was surreal. We scrambled into the Bronco. Its even funnier now because I couldn’t stop thinking, what’s in the bag? Everything is moving at atomic speed—no time for bullshit.
Dad says to me, “Zach, son—listen to me son, We’re on shaking ground here. Around the next bend I want you to jump out and hide. They think you’re Joey. They know me, but they don’t know you. You got to jump, son.”
“I did a double take.” Then Dad says to me, “Steady now,” and there was a change in his tone. Its scary not knowing what to do in the presence of danger. But I had just been told what to do. Surprisingly, I felt less afraid. I looked at Dad’s face. His expression turned to granite. I’d never seen that look before and I realized there are some decisions from which there is no way out. So—-I jumped.”
Joey pulled into his driveway. He turned the engine off and the silence engulfed them. He waited.
“The point is, Z continued, “What it is was, I stayed out of sight for nearly an hour and caught the 88 Express back to town. That’s when I realized that everybody is swinging a hammer—claw first.”
“Come on bro, what was in the damn bag?”
“What’s the matter with you man?
“What was in the bag?” Joey was trying hard to keep his cool.
“Do you really want to know what was in the freaking bag!”
“Yeah…what was in the goddamned bag.”
“I’ll tell you what was in the baaag! A heart—man, a human heart! You feeling me? Somebody’s heart was in the bag with the aorta and pulmonary arteries and all that shit, like spaghetti and marinara sauce.” The faint, distinct sound of a single guitar string was being strummed slowly, deliberately, repetively growing in intensity. Joey received a chilling bolt of lucidity.
“A freaking heart!” he said in disbelief.
“Turn that shit up!”
Joey turned the car radio up. The speakers exploded with ‘Traffic’s Low Spark of High Heel Boys.’ Someboy was clapping their hands. The Ghost.
“What the hell do you do with a freshly harvested human heart in a backpack? I mean for real—you feel me?” Z reiterated.
“Bring a case of wine—we’ll have a good time, ooooh I’m so glad to meet you?” Joey smiled. “Here’s the real deal in paradise Z. There are a lot of cultural divisions and lots of immigrants with third world ways. This carries over into the main culture, but these transplants got first world cheddar which makes just about anything possible. I can’t justifiy what I don’t understand, but the killers ain’t white, bet on it!”
As the two men prepared for the hunt, Joe asked, “And now what?”
“We twist it up and do the one thing they ain’t ready for!”
“Which is?”
“ Which is…the bleeding heart in a backpack surprise,” Z says.
The brothers chuckled. Joey handed the Glock to Z before stating the obvious: “I hate guns.”
The first time the boys learned to shoot was on Kauai. It was just the three of them. The gun was a nickle-plated, nine-millimeter, Model 69 Smith & Wesson. The old man blasted three bottles with three sucessive shots. The explosions scared the shit out of the boys. He immediately handed the gun to Joey with the following instructions:
“The safety switch is on. Take up a balanced stance. I need you to switch the safety off and place your finger beside the trigger—do not touch the trigger until you intend to fire. Point the weapon at your target, close one eye, align the front and rear sight, rest the target on top of the sight and squeeze. If you exaggerate any movement it will result in a deflection and you will miss the target. It is important to control your breathing.”
Joey pulled the trigger and the gun nearly jumped out of his hand. He handed the weapon back to his dad.
“Ok Z, its your turn,” dad said. “Do not rush. Some guys like to aim with their dominate eye. Sometimes, I use both eyes.”
Taraqui Zac did exactly as his father instructed, and nailed all three bottles.
The Ala Moana Hotel dominates its boundaries like a citadel. Joey drove up the sweeping U-shaped driveway to the glittering entrance. The valet parked their ride and the brothers strolled into the deluxe hotel. They made their way through the corridors where its said you can occasionally hear the whispers and chants of the ancient Hawaiians. Rumors is an all-night dance club located on the ground floor. It is cool and comfortable inside. The boys entered and were met with a catarac of hope as players, lonely hearts, and single-mommies played musical chairs. The sounds of Bobby Brown filled the dance floor. The heavy, insistent bass translated into a palable current of sexual tension. However, a darker, harder vibe suddenly became the seat of life. Across the expansive dance floor a big man is dancing with a small woman in red. He’s the guy their looking for. It is now a race against the dawn. Joey and Z didn’t know the woman but they knew the man, and they slipped into the deep unlit corners, committed to the next move.
“We found you mutha-fu_ _ _ _ _,” Z said under his breath. He touched Joey’s arm and then the 40 caliber Glock in his waistband. Joey nodded and identified everything that wasn’t under the influence of music and shape-shifting bodies. The big man is dancing on a dime, his massive gold chain blinging and banging like a hangman’s knot around his thick neck. Instantly, fear has the same scent as the smell of love in Joey’s nostrils. He’s on his feet and in sync with two differentt vibes at once as opportunity and danger are unexpectedly speaking the same language—it was perfect.
The big man had his eyes closed as the red dress worked and he made change. Nobody knows what Joey said to Goliath in the moment between the girl and music, but whatever it was, the big man’s eyes shot wide open as if to say, what’s the matter with you boy? The big man pulled out his cell and called Z within seconds. He was unaware that Z stood, still in the shadows, just a few yards away.
The jungle teaches every native one simple and useful lesson: the ability to read between the lines. Z knew where—when—and he now knew how, and gave the big man some free advice before hanging up:
“Everybody needs somebody to love…some just need more than others—you feel me partner?”
“You will hear from me in 30, and I ain’t your partner,” the big man emphasized.